Coming Home: Vivid Helene Returns to Reno
After more than a year in Portland and seeking opportunities in LA, 22-year-old Filipino-American artist Vivid Helene recently returned to her hometown stage, performing at RareTea to a crowd of devoted fans, close friends, and supportive family members.
Helene wants to continue making music in Portland, where she has found more opportunities for her soulful style of music but she hopes to return to Reno for many future performances.
The intimate setting at RareTea marked more than just a homecoming. It was a full circle moment in a journey that began in middle school with quiet uncertainty.
Helene, born Helena, has long walked the line between introspection and impact. Though her early years in Reno shaped her identity, her sound was born from exploration outside of Reno.
“Growing up in Reno and being Filipino American, I was exposed to more artists that didn’t really resonate with my kind of sound,” she explains. “I wasn’t really exposed to the music that I make until I spent my time actually in the Bay Area. So a lot of my music is actually influenced by the Bay Area and my time in California.”
Still, she recognizes that the intimacy of Reno’s close-knit community plays a vital role in her artistry.
“I like the feeling of that, you know, the Biggest Little City in the world. That’s the Reno experience,” she said.
Helene traces her earliest push into performance back to her father and a surprise entry into a school talent show.
“My dad put my name without my permission on a talent show for him,” she recalls, “And he put the song 'Only Girl in the World' and he put it into my folder without me knowing. And I remember instead of using my courage to say, OK, I'm going to go ahead and sing that. My dad just already did it. I used my courage to say, no, I'm not going to do that anymore.”
Looking back, she wishes she had leaned into the moment instead of pulling back and refusing to perform.
“I should have just done it when I was like in second grade and done choir and just started off then and like really honed it in,” the artist says.
“Because it would have done more for me because before that everybody was like, oh, Helena is just, you know, she gets good grades and she’s so quiet. And then my whole entire image changed. And that was what I liked to be,” she says.
Now living in Portland, Helene balances a distinctive creative process with a dedication to authenticity. Her music, often inspired by moments of personal struggle or philosophical reflection, comes to life in bursts.
“If I feel like I am down in the dumps.I take those experiences and I let myself be aware of them,” she said. “That’s usually how I do things with my creative process. Once I have that idea, I can’t record a voice memo and then go back to it later. I have to do it right there.”
The process is deeply emotional and intuitive. When Helene was grieving her late father she wrote a song from those emotions.
“I had to do it all in one take because I was super emotional and everything like that,” she said. “Ninety-nine percent of my music is that. It’s very much on a whim.”
In an era where trends drive visibility, Helene has remained grounded by her sense of self.
“I just can’t be anything else except for myself because I’ve always been like that,” she said. “That authenticity comes from a place that can’t be replicated.”
She credits her fans, teachers, and lifelong friends with encouraging her to stay true.
“Even my fans on TikTok or Instagram, they tell me, Helene, nobody tells me the things that you tell me,” she said. “When I listen to your music, I feel the most like myself because you make music.”
One of her most vivid memories of feeling seen came from a middle school teacher during an aptitude session.
“My religion teacher slash math teacher came up. He took the paper, crossed out everything and then just wrote ‘singer’ with exclamation points,” she recalled. “And I remember thinking this person actually thinks I can do this.”
Despite finding creative growth in Portland, Helene says Reno still calls her home.
“I want to come back because I offer something that nobody else does here,” she said. “Every time that I come here, people listen and people resonate with it.”
Even if Reno’s music scene leans toward rock, folk, and rap, she finds power in being different.
“I feel like I’m one of the first to have ever really like gone out like that and do my own thing like this,” she said. “There’s more rappers than anything but that slow R&B kind of rap that’s not really something that’s here.”
Asked why she continues to return, the answer is simple: she’s wanted here.
“People were asking me for the show. They said, ‘hey, I heard you were coming back to Reno. So are you going to do the show or not?’” she laughed. “And I’m like, okay... I want to be here. But it’s like you guys want me here, too.”
Helene’s proudest moment came in 2021, when she left her job and bet everything on her music.
“There was nothing else for me. I literally was like, Okay, you know what? You got nothing else to lose,” she said. “You just lost your job for your own integrity, something will come from it.”
That “something” came quickly for the artist.
“I made this video for Jackson Wang’s verse challenge,” she says. “The next morning I got a notification from Instagram, it was his comment.”
She soon was contacted by a Los Angeles based musician. At first glance it could have been a scam but she took a chance on the producer and musician.
“It's like the person that I looked up to literally recognized me from some video that I did with three takes and all I did was just sing a couple I felt like I had nothing and then I was like okay like the momentum is great let's keep going and like making singing videos,” she said.
“Then I got a comment and it was like hey do you record in LA often like I'd love to get your background vocals for an artist that I know and then the DM came and it was like this could easily be a scam.”
“I went on a whim and I still went I was like oh yeah I'm gonna be in LA in like a couple weeks, no I wasn't I wasn't gonna be in LA in a couple weeks for anything, I just I made that trip to do that because I was like this is my chance,” Helene remembers.
For Helene, it’s not just about fame or recognition. It’s about connection, authenticity, and showing others they can be seen for who they are.
Reporting and photos by Amanda Avilla
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